Sunday, July 23, 2006 10:23 AM
Bored Lonely Tired
Yesterday sux. Doing duty all alone in camp again. Probably my last duty before i leave my ns life. Message dear at 12 noon, n she said she's going out with her dad. ok2. Then she said she'll msg back. Then i ask her to take care of herself, gave her a kiss n said i love her. To my amazement, got no reply frm her. 1st time this happen.
Wait for her to reply or msg me back seems to make me worried n mad. Wat if she went out with someone else... haix.. Just my silly little thoughts. But it seems so true. waited for 6 hrs still no reply. Then at 6 plus close to 7 in the evening she msg. Saying that she went home n fell asleep. Hmm, thanks for making me wait for ur msg. Then she asked if i'm angry. Of course lah.. But don't want to show it to her.
She asked if i've eaten. I said yes. Then asked where she go . She replied arab street then bugis. Ok2. Then i told her about the meeting i'll b having this monday., told her i might b late. Asked her how if i'm late, if she still want to meet me. She just replied she don't know. Well someone doesn't seem interested in meeting me.
Then we quarrelled. As usual she would switch off her hp. Well. Thanks but that solved nothing. So rite now still waiting for her reply. Btw dear.. you've been different these past few weeks. As though you are not interested in me anymore. You don't look foward to meet me and when we meet, u don't look happy. Anyway, i still love u and sorry i made you angry yesterday.
