The Truth(Hope you'll read this and undertand more about me)

Everything that i'm going to write here is the truth, no lies, and i swear my whole heart to it.

Day to Day activities
Every day i went to work. Went straight home after dat unless its i'm meeting you. If not, then i'll go home and be on the computer playing games or on the msn. Every day in work and at home i will sms you. So i don't know how you get the idea of me talking to other girls. By the way, On weekdays if i were to go out, then it'll be with khai, coz Nazri and iskandar would be in camp but if they are on off days, then i'll sometimes meet them. On weekends however, It'll always be with you. Evert Saturday, i will go out with you and return late at night. On sundays, i will play soccer or meet naz and khai or i would just stay at home, on the msn or watch tv and wait for you to wake up and sms you again. So now you know what i do everyday.

Gal friends
Azrina, Lena, Zahira(Naz), and Aiza(Khai). Well maybe you have seen zahira, naz girlfrend, but u have not seen the other 3 girls. Aiza is khai's girlfriend. For Azrina and Lena, they are my girlfriend from poly. Both of them will only call or sms me when they're facing problems and need help. I swear to god i have never gone out with them. But Azrina sms me alot and is in my msn contacts. She's been with azmi for a few years. But she'll only chat with me if there is problems with her boyfriend. Nothing more than dat. As for the girls that have called you, i seriously had no idea who they were. I'm not an idiot who give my phone number or yours to strangers.

Friends
Have lots of friends. Naz, Khai, Iskandar. These 3 guys are my bestfriend. Always hang out with them. There's army friend who would sometimes call me to play soccer for their team when they are short of men. So basically those that would contact me are guys and swear to god that all those that i went out with is guys. And the friends that ask me out usually is Naz, Khai and Dino. Dino is a friend from secondary. He stays near me and he's 2 years younger than me.

Am I Bad?
I would say yes. I made a lot of wrong choices till now. I used to go to clubs. Smoke and did things u never imagine i would. But i have never drink and cheated on you. I'm bad coz of the things that i've done to you, have no doubt hurt you and made you cried.

I'm not perfect
I won't deny dat i'm not perfect. I'm am not what you expected to be. I tried to love you to make you feel that i was the one but all my efforts are not noticed.I tried to change so that i could adapt to you but still i was far from what you wanted. So it came to my senses that i am just not good enough for you.

Apologise
I would like to apologise to you for all the things that i've done to you. I would like to say sorry for making you cry, for hurting you, causing you so much pain. I hope you forgive me and that we can still continue the relationship.

Just an average guy. Nothing special about me. No heart, its been given to someone i called dear. Wish she would be with me again



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