Sunday, November 25, 2007 1:07 AM
Accident...
We saw the signs... we ignored it and end up in hospital... went to the zoo... with dear, then we ride to newton, took the
stevens road exit, i tink i daydream, i think of u behind me and its been long since we have fun and i loving you like this.. then i hit the curb and end up in the drain... the first thing in my mind is my dear for her safety... then i saw her, legs bend
awkwardly and i saw the cut, its big.. and she was crying.. i really am guilty and sorry... i don't want it to end dat way.. i was thinking that dat would be the last time i would be with her... but i hope not..
So at Tan Tock Seng hospital.. we were in bed, and i was always looking at you, searching where you could be.. i hope nothing happen.. so i cry and u ask me why, and i said nothing.. actually i was tinking of u... i caused all this and you should be angry with me.. i was thinking if you wouldn't want me anymore and if we were to break.. coz this time off, really i can't bear with it... i really love you and want to be with u.. we kiss and cuddle in the bus and at the zoo.. i love it.. juz feel that i was with you together again
well, naz was shock dat i accident with you... since he know dat we are on time off.. and he couldn't say a word and listen... khai, isz and firdaus my close fren know abt the accident..
hahaha.. they are well informed.. the say i should take care.. which i will...
My dream, is dear told me she going zouk with her frens.. if i want to come along then come with my fren.. i ask all my fren those with car but they juz couldn't so i went alone and search for her on the dance floor... and i saw her looking at me calling me.. and i woke up...
So dear still talking to me and alhamdullilah nothing serious happen.. i ask her question and she still not telling me.. Btw, u have been on my mind and since b4 my b'day, i was already thinking about the guy u had a crush on... its been on my mind.. abt wat happen btw u and him, and how u connected... but i still hope and hope for a miracle dat you are with me and we could be bf and gf like wat we having fun now.... and i won't want to dissapoint..
So you know the truth, abt my past, abt how i love you and u being my first love and my only gf... i hope we will still be together coz i love you so much and will do everything k..