Dear, will you be with me dear?






Well, i know its hard and i don't know the answer.. i hope it'll be a yes..
The sadness in my heart is excruciating. I Love you... I want to be with you Dear..


So yesterday went to marina to get the lanyard.. At times i feel jealous and sad... I can sense dat you are excited when he message you.. Then went to eat at marina and took great pictures.. i want the pictures... i want it all.. k dear.. then my mind wonder... the last time...

Went to suntec and shop.. It was great but still in my heart there's this feeling... i feel sad... i cried in my heart... went to the sky garden and had fun.. took great pictures of us.. i want em'.
We sat and talk... dear told me abt her frens. well i do think dat the guy is not wrong juz the gal is very mentel.. And why do guys need a reason for not liking gals.. coz for me when i don't like means i don't.. So in my heart there's only you.. its a very strong feeling..

So we walk to get a cab at esplanade, along the way i ask dear questions.. She answered me its hard, its feeling against principal.. so i know dat hyrey is in ur heart.. but feelings against principal, hmm, well feelings will always be stronger than principal and i had dat feeling in my heart again... the feeling, i cried in my heart.. along the way it rained and we share sweaters juz like last time and i was touched and feel like crying..

At the taxi stand theres no taxi but there's a long queue. So we waited and dear rest her head on my shoulder, and i love the feeling i really can't stand to cry but sumhow i managed.. only my heart feels it.. my arms wrapped around your waist and i feel in heaven... i wish we could stay dat way forever.. Since we waited for more than an hour, we decide to move to get the cab sumwhere else. so we walked...

In the cab, we played with Dora, the plush toy, and it was fun and i rest my head on her shoulder and i began to dream abt last time... abt how i want us to stay this way... i love you dear..

Well dear, its juz not the same as being frens.. i know dat i could never get to go out with you or even meet you... But the most important is dat i love you and want to be your dear...

I will Love you always and forever dear..

Just an average guy. Nothing special about me. No heart, its been given to someone i called dear. Wish she would be with me again



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