Tuesday, November 20, 2007 10:26 AM
Sunday wasn't good for me.. i can't think, still shock from wat happened and very2 sad.. i juz want her... no one console me better than my dear.. i cried dat day.. i can't sleep at nite.. thinking of wat happened.. thinking of u with other guy, thingking of memories we share together.. and most importantly thinking of u, my dear, how i miss you so much even when this happens i want to be with you and to meet u and hold hands and all the piggy back and all the laughter.. monday was great.. went out with her and there's jealousy when he called her and she spoke to him like how couples do... i feel sad and worthless... went home message you and crying over the msn with you.. also can't sleep, still thinking of wat happened and about our past memories, and how the first time i meet you and want you to be mine.. the exact words i say the messages u send to me.. its juz like yesterday... so cried the whole night and this morning.. went to work and tears fill up my eyes again.. can't do anything like this.. i love you dear.. pls don't leave me... hah.. i'm caught day dreaming by my colleagues.. well still thinking of you..