Help me!!! I'm very stressed out.. I don't know what my feeling is.. There's hurt, anger, sadness and pain all mixed into one... My mom saw it in me, my frens saw it too.. All of them asked me about it, but i just can't share it with them.. I am breaking down... I am having a very very bad depression..

Now, where's my cigs... I need to talk to myself and smoke and keep to myself...

I hope i can be where i want to be in a few months time...

Help me say prayers and hopefully yours and together with mine will be sympathized and granted...

Let's not talk about love yet coz i only love for 1 girl and i have lost it.. i'll wait for her though and hopefully we'll be together again...

Now is the time i need to pick myself up and get a hold of myself... Till i am ready, i will show you the love you always wanted from me... i hope you will understand..

Just an average guy. Nothing special about me. No heart, its been given to someone i called dear. Wish she would be with me again



talk like there's no tomorrow!