Tuesday, March 11, 2008 6:53 PM
Haix.... I'm such a bore... Maybe it can be change with money, but that is what i have not..
And why is everyone buzzing about marriage... I have told them over and over, i won't be getting married anytime sooner or later... I'm still chasing the gal that i love and waiting for her.. Well, even if she marries another guy, i still won't find another, because of my age and because i won't want to find another gal to replace her..
They say we'll see how long it'll last.. but i say bullshit, coz its my life and i will decide.. and i am very stubborn.. haha...
Ok back to the money topic... hmmm.. lets see how much i am in debts..
200 - traffic police fine
80 - TTSH bills, (mine coz i had already paid hers)
164 - Bike installments.
189 - Courts, (i still remembered the time we went to buy the mp3)
364 - HP bills, (Not to sure if this is the correct figure)
So a total of $997. Haix, and i am only 23 years old to be dealing with this. Actually theres more to the total figure, but i juz can't say it.
Hey can i not get married and buy a HDB or juz anyhouse. I don't want to be living in the old folks home when i get old. Hmmm... Haix..
Lets hope fate sympathise with me and marries me with her and that i can support with all her needs.
Anyway, i cried today and the past few days.. i Just feel shitty about my situation and just thinking of us and how the future will be for me. Hmm, about that day when i ask you to read my blog for explanation, well, lets me just keep it to myself. I don't want to hurt you anymore. I'll try to change but it will take me a very long time to change to be an exciting guy that makes your heart go beating very fast.
PS: I will wait for you till the end of days, till we meet in heaven. I will never stop loving you, even when at times it seems that you don't care and gave up. You will, always be in my mind, heart and soul every seconds of the every day.
