Thursday, May 01, 2008 11:12 PM
I don't know if u've been reading my blog..
Anyway, i had fun with you yesterday. That long talks and the long walk beside you to esplanade. I love it. I don't mind sending you home everyday, even if i have no cab fares and i miss the last train home. I don't mind taking the long bus ride home as long as i know you are safe and with me.
Eventhough i tell you lots of time that i love you, i wish i can show u the action as well.. i know i made lots of mistake, i don't mind you hate my past coz i'm not proud of it either.. i am excited and happy when i am with you... i want to show it to you... even if it is not fancy, i hope it'll give us memories to remember each other...
So i am msging you this evening.. i felt happy and i smiled.. i don't understand why... i guess i feel relief that we are not fighting and that i can tell you everything, about me and about my past... i hope that we are not fighting anymore and be together again..
I am different from the other guys, but i am not good either... i want to be the good guy and the one that you can accept. I hope even we can be together coz you are my everything.. I am happy when i'm with you.
Last, i will say this to you, I LOVE YOU - Aku Cinta Padamu... I mean it...