I am worried for 26th November, what will happen on that day, and the days after it. I keep thinking of the worst possible that can happen.

Today until that day, i will be broke. All my upcoming pay have been planned. I can't do anything else for it, coz i will pay dearly for it. How? How? How? Oh god, how do i make all this thing go away.

Sleeping will set my mind away from all this but when i wake up, it will all come back. I want it away for good. I know i am the only one that can solve this. i can't rely on others.

I hope all this will end soon... For now, i am in no mood to talk to anyone or do anything.. i feel so stressed.

Just an average guy. Nothing special about me. No heart, its been given to someone i called dear. Wish she would be with me again



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