Haix u... i don't know what happen between us. I was so looking forward to meet u today but then when i book out, we quarreled. I don't know how i have changed when i am in camp for the past four days. I was tortured. I wanted to cry in there but what keep me strong is the thought of saving money to pay for your school. I know that u think that i never think of you or would change when i joined the police, but seriously i am still the old me. I never changed. When i book out, even when you never told me, i know that you went to celebrate your friends birthday. I called you so many times and you did not answer. Only when i told you that Khai asked me to play soccer that you answered and were angry at me. I don't know why, but if u just say don't go, i won't. So bla bla bla all the messages and then u said i changed. So i stayed at home and think about what have i done to make u say dat. I still don't know why. Also i can't really message and call at anytime of the day. I can only call you between 7.30 to 9pm and then ard 9.30 to 10.30pm when i am in camp. The rest of the day i will be having training. I know u wouldn't understand but i just want you to know and also i want to know what have i changed... please tell me...

Just an average guy. Nothing special about me. No heart, its been given to someone i called dear. Wish she would be with me again



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